I don’t feel like moving,
All of these, so tiring,
Internally screaming,
As the world is burning.
These burdens are heavy,
With no one to help me.
Piled up beyond safety,
This life’s a travesty.
This path that I’ve taken,
Has left me forsaken,
With trials and frustration,
And foul, dark emotion.
I’m exhausted, so tired.
Everything backfired.
I can’t move, I’m mired,
Just waiting to be expired.
Sometimes I just want to curl up in a corner,
Never minding all the shits I’d have to go over.
All the lies and the pain, the dark all over again,
I just want to get out of this damn, stupid rain.
I can’t move, I’m stuck, I can’t even move forward.
All the weight that I got has pinned me, untoward,
It is tiring, exhausting; I’m weary of all the grinding.
I need some peace and quiet from all of this fighting.
Leave me alone, let me be; I need to figure out
What to do, where to go, beyond any doubt,
Fix my life to the better, get myself together.
Fill the void and rebuild, get through the hard weather.
I can hear in my head, the never-ending nagging,
“It’s my fault, and I’m not doing a damn thing,”
I can’t help it, I am stuck, it is paralyzing.
I did not plan to get broke from all the spending.
I worked my ass, climbed that mountain get up higher,
Did the grind, did the work, make my life better.
But I slipped, and I fell, I’m down, much lower.
Must get up, have to fight, get in the battle tower.
I’m in the dark, feeling stuck, it is disheartening,
All these words, my attempt to be encouraging,
Must get up, have to go and fix this damn thing
Called my life, here we go. It’s all or nothing!
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Have a nice day!
I smile for a while.
Sinister, vile,
Shadows creeping from the depth,
I feel the weight,
This burden, great.
Hard to take another step.
Beneath this mask,
A heavy task.
Despair, I can’t accept.
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